Monday, January 16, 2006
/9:16 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY(: I LOVE YOUschool has been crap i'm sleeping my day away. i want holidays.
training has been alright i'm back in defence in my old position(: yay i just hope my 16yardhits improve. i need to improve more more more and my short corner too. i MUST aim at the corners and score score score.
game on sat was alright. though i was kinda disappointed in myself that i gave away a short corner and i didnt manage to score either. and and. sigh
hockey's giving my so much stress i cant take it anymore. i broke down after the game and thank you nad for being there. ilove you. and the team to. you guys are the reason why i've chosen to stay on and stay strong. as long as its crescent hockey i'll never give up. but you know what i feel like i'm breaking under all the stress. the stress from everything. i really dont know what to do how to make things better. nothing and no one seems to be able to help. RAH i just want to sleep and forget everything. if only i could. sigh where are YOU when i need YOU most. its okay i know everyone has their problems.sighOh yes i still keep laughing whenever i remember lynn and her nonsense. watching game with her is like hilarious. HAHA tiff became tooth because there's only one tiff(teeth). some crap. i was laughing like real hard and her weird moves when crescent scored. ahaha zoo we are. plus pauline and cow and monkey and chimpanzees.
oh well school and more homework. bdiv coming and i have a feeling it clash with common test and i'll do badly. whats new. but what leebeeyan said this morning was true. i need to do well for midyr i cant afford to slack. dsa recruitment' after mids. i need my grades to improve. SIGH how to with all the nonsense on my mind distracting me and putting me in a depressed mood ):
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